Well I will try again- I decided it would coincide with doing the"unglued' online bible study and what a perfect chance to practice, drawing my line in the sand a little further ( or redrawing after June)... Coming unglued... I wonder if the book that I just started is going to more specifically guide on what to write/blog. My goal in doing this is (going to be embarrasing!) to be transparent and to confess... I do confess to the girls I work with but definitely mornings do not always bring out the most Jesus-like behavior and very sadly my son has heard way too many "fbombs" (hiding in all lower case) in my tirade.
But I AM GOING TO BE BETTER. I want to not hypocritically tell my child to have self control and make good choices when I clearly am not doing so myslef! God please help me to have more self control and patience....
Tonight i was racing trying to get to my study , haven't had a seconde sunday monday and now... I demand from my self to give this the committment it deserves. Not to put pressure bu too realize everything is better/clearere when spending time studying God's words and way
Help me stay focused God...I loved doing 40 days in the word and barely missed a day.